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 Skate: believe in Fate.  I fell in love with the beach;.. all over again :)AND OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ANOTHER WEEK OFF MEANS OMGOMGOMG! MORE SLEEP. MORE LAUGH. MORE OUTINGS. MORE FOOD. MORE TALK. MORE SLEEP. I just repeated myself, didn't I? OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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You disgust me.Making me believe all your pathetic little shit.But; not anymore, my "Good"friend :)
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 "Don't you miss who you used to be?"
How am i?
I've been having bewildering thoughts wandering around in my mind. Colliding with one another and I'm not speaking on behalf of one thought if you noticed the "s". The uncountable astounding nights out with the people who makes me laugh just can't seen to overcome my "blue-flunk" feelings, it keeps coming back eventhough how hard I try to push it away, to block my mind from thinking about it [ inserts equal sign and an opening bracket here ] At one time my heart wants me to be happy, and at one point, it brings me down, unexpectedly. My heart is not broken, I'm not quite sure if it is. It's like in a moment of time, you are beyond happy, and just one, one thought encounter your mind, your whole state of mind suddenly accomodate. How it confuses me so much, because something in me is upset. Could it be love? Because no, no, I am not in love. How can I be? am I?
It's a silly thing how Love can twist your heart, your head, your mind and your feelings. How one thought it was the source to happiness, but it is what makes you cry in the end. It is what makes you laugh but upsets you in the end. It is a word one uses but doesn't actually know the real meaning to it, and after all that, it becomes just a word. How one can love to love, but in the end complains and hate love. How love can change one life but in the end realised, you are still on the same path. How you thought it was because of love why you cherish a person, but in the end it's just a word, a very strong word to use that might hurt the significant other. Maybe you thought it's not love, because you think, if it's love, then why is it hurting me, why is it so painful. How love can actually be the meaning to lyour ife, but in the end you realised that it's all....... empty.
So.. tell me, what is love? Because..
I don't know where to begin Or where to go from here? My mind is too stubborn to be devoted to what my heart says.
... and now I have no more interest in carring on the sentence.
Thats how I am doing; all hearts are meant to be broken.
( P/s: I still care. )
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 Sabino-Albert Camus once wrote: " Blessed are the hearts that can be bend. They shall never be broken." But I wonder;If there is no breaking, then there is no healing.AndIf there is no healing, then there is no learning.AndIf there is no learning then there is no strugle.ButStruggle is part of life........ so must all hearts be br♥ken?
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you will never succeed.
So take a chance, because you won't know where the next miracle comes from.
Biggest smile to: Azy, zaeem Omarali, zaim Kifrawi, Nazura Shahri and Ummi ! for making me believe that everything is going to be allllllllll-right. ♥
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  There she goes again.
BE BACK IN JUNE!
Em- ai - ass- ass me.
.....naaaaaaaaaat.
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        Will miss - - Always&Forever!
I bet ( twenty bucks ) you sweethearts-- cors, excluding the people who ill wills me; have been checking up on my blog, to see if i've updated or not. Once.. or twice at least! ;)
Just a quick update:
Sooooooooooo. How am I? Ouh! Been Great. But that won't stay for long, as i have to brood over and "albatross" myself for the upcoming mid-year exam. Oh, sad face for that! :( This post will not be interesting, as I'll be talking about school. What is there to tell? High-school is finally coming to an end. Fk that, bickering much? That is if I am using the right word. I'm not ready to step out, and face the real world. Big siiiiiiiiiiiiighz. But the fact that I'm leaving all the childish drama is a good thing, as I'm not going to chip on my shoulder about it.
It is really difficult to be parted with the people I love next year. Not just next year, years to come. Probably, half of the crowd will be leaving soon. It might sound exaggerating, but when in 9 years time will we meet again? After stepping out into the real world. I don't think there's much time anymore, and the fact that I am SURE that not all of us will be living in the same place. For all you know, some foreign number will be buzzing my phone and goes like, " Zaaaaimah! I'm in New York now, got a job here, planning to stay.. for good!" I know it's ahead of time to talk about this, but I realize that times do fly by very quickly, before you know it, these lovers of mine will start to disappear into achieving a great life, day by day. It feels like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Noooooot that I'm saying going to college is a bad thing buuuuuut you know, high school feels so much better and safer :( Guess i have to put an effort like the rest of them now. Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez! Yesterday, I was in primary one. Today, I'm finally graduating from high school which has been my dream for years. When it finally came, it hits me that it hurts to leave!
In eight. night. ten. years time!
How will Gette be doing after she has graduated from College/university? Will Jia chee be married and be in Hong Kong anytime after she has succeeded being a geologist/pharmacist? Will I be able to hug Jason and Mark IF they happen to be married already? Will Chien be a housewife, married to some damnrich man? How about Serene Seah, will she still be the whining-all-day girl after finishing her studies in Canada/India? Will Karabel be teaching my children in 10 years time? Adeline with her successful life, and still being the founder of siauginazx. Will Hong wee and his prodigious skills of being a golfer still be anywhere near us? Or Won Fah with all his smart brains and doing only God-knows-what in the future. And the rest.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh it sucks to grow up:(
Definitely will miss High-school, chewing the teachers out ( big laugh ) , growing up together - - especially!
AND to add the cherry on top!
P/s: Shahnazurawaty And Nafisatul Munawarah, reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemember our pinky promise k! i miss you both.
♥z!
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 i don't need a man
to
make me believe in love
again.In the end. All i need is; my friends. and i'm complete.
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"I don't give a shit if I'm putting on weight; Because what the hell. I'm happy!"
"Nazuwow-Zaimah" 's another awesome late night conversation.
After, so,
so,
so,
long:(
miss you-
janji to
blog soon x
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"i love you"            And this is for both of them who makes me believe that love do exist:
I spent my Valentine's on the Hospital's bed.
I won't type-it-down,
because.
I might sound "exaggerating"
How i wish, i was there
to celebrate
with the rest of the-
Crowd.
I'll be back on my feet soon though :)
15Things I've learnt this year:-
1. Your lungs is very important.
2. Love you bestfriend/Goodfriends, as much as your family.
3. Clean up your mess. Cause no one is going to clean it up for you.
4. Finish off what you've started. Cause' if you don't; you'll regret it somehow.
5. True love do exist ( you just have to search real deep. )
6. You can only count your true friends with your ten fingers.
7. Music helps you clear your mood swings, and create nostalgia.
8. Love back the people who loves you.
9. Appreciate life, even though it gives you up's and down's.
10. Learn to let go, even though it hurts.
11. Everything happens for a reason. Everything.
12. Smile, be nice; how you treat people, that is how you get treated back.
13. Sometimes, people deserves a second chance. Learn to say sorry, and forgive.
14. Don't lie, it gets you into trouble. Or otherwise, make you cry somehow.
15. Always remember to say "i love you" to the people you love. Because you won't know when's the last time you're going to see that person.
i.miss.all.of.you:(
and,
i
miss
you.
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 Abdul looks funny here :-) This is (L) Our Birthday Girl. i love you:) Fly-- up, up, and away!
Back:
-to blog.
-from Singapore.
-in Goo'OlBru.
-for good ( not that this make sense?:P )
Not much happened lately,
and yez.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
And i can't wait for another hell of a night ( yes, Nazura? )
homigod, i cannot describe!
Not that i want to share, anyway.
ha-aha-ha-ha-ah-haa
School-- well, school.
February is going to be a busy month,
actually,
the whole year.
you won't be seeing much of this face,
bold the "this face"
after February.
I won't be out, or anywhere else.
except places where there is education,
and ofcourse,
school :-(What's new party-people?
Update me.
Call me, message me.
It's a relief to finally meet my bestfriend,
after my disappearance for a week.
Relief sigh.
make me laugh,
smile,
joke,
inside joke,
burp,
fart,
love,
hate,
i'm outta here:)
(bold, underline, itallic the word in your imagination)
luuuurz youz.
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 Only 2 Girls out of 9,890,876,209,381,980and blah. blah.blah, knows the secret to my nose. LAU BRID GETTE AND LEE JIA CHEE! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. Whistle- whistle- whistle:P gatta-run. losa-works! love you ♥
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[ inserting picture of Zaimah smiling ]
WAZAP!
yes, i cut my hair. i. did.i. did. well i likeit. only the front part, the back=long like my normal hair.people, say, i look, cuter :( fatter, in other words? nothing, much, tough. but,i know,  some people loved my old hair. NEW YEAR, NEW CHANGE! roite roite roooite wroieth? :D and to the people in school, NO! i'm not going to post picture. guess you have to wait.. until. TOMORROW:P ♥
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 "aaaaaaaaaaah hahaaaaaaaaaaaa"
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So. Happy, happy, New.Years. Everyone! Just another year, with alot of promises, that'll be left undone. Last day of 2008, and for me, I'm leaving everything behind, and making a new chapter of life. Pushing away all the people who, fucked with my head, leaving all the doubts i have, leaving all the worries, leaving the thoughts, leaving the shits people had given me, leaving the feeling of why-i-bother- why-you're-so-pms-ish, and just leaving the why-zaimah- bother-to-be-happy-when-all-that-she- received.is.piece.of.crap.
so,
screw this year,
i'm ready for
2009!
And happy advance birthday, to my Best-friend, Gette!
i love you too, too, much ♥
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 OFCOURSE I. MISS. YOU:( i feel like shit, lately.
i miss you.
i miss having to see you, everyday.
i miss school, and getting to walk to the back.
everything is not in place, right now.
everything is fallin' apart.
everyone's actin' weird around me.
and everything feels awkward to me.
people,
places,
everything.
i seriously don't want to-not-be-happy.
:(
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1) Do you think you're hot? i have my times. 2) Upload your favourite picture of you.
3) Why do you like that picture?I look happy in both. and it's the latest picture i took. 4) When was the last time you ate pizza?had it delivered, last two nights. 5) What's the last song you listened to?Please be mine. 6) What are you doing right now besides this?Watching One Tree Hill :D 7) What name would you prefer besides yours?M?
People I tag :1) Azy 2) Gette 3) Nazurawr! 4) Natacia 5) Bilaay
8) Who is number 1?-my other half. 9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?-Khalis, cors! 10) Say something about number 5.-MY sexy thing. 11) How about number 4?-MY partner in crime:) 12) Who is number 2?-my bestfriend. 13) Say something about the person who tagged you.- Qayum's HAHAHAHAHA <3!
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 Last year,i gotwhat Iwant:D did.you. get.what.you. want? Merry, merry, Christmas everyone! (4:24 AM) zaimah. {crapfuk:can i have you for xmas please?:)(4:25 AM) nathan johnson:Hahaha but baby Im already yours remember
fkthis,
i miss Nazura:(
and def,
i miss Natacia!
COME BACK:(
:( :( :( :( :( :'(
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First, you talk shit.
Then, you don't.
Then, you talk shit again.
And act like i don't know.
All, so friendly,
innocent.
BULLLLLSHIT.
want to play dumb?
Awuh-ke.
Applause!
wow.wow.wow.
i.wanna.be.like.CORY.KENNEDY :)
Judge, sure.
Love, me.
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 Ah-yuuuh-bak-den'
miss me already?
Hope so.
I went through my old-dusty-books;
where I used to scribble on em'.
And i found a page,
which.
reminds.
me.
of.
something.
checkitoutz.
"F.200:)Seven.
x Have you ever love someone and you never get the chance to say you're sorry?
x Have you ever forgive a person, but when you turn back, you can't?
x Have you ever feel the feeling of being alone?
x Have you ever feel, when you look up, they're not there for you anymore?
x Have you ever feel like changing the past?
x Have you ever wish that you shouldn't h'been their friends just so that you wouldn't hurt them?
x Have you ever wish that you would just walk away just so you wouldn't spoil everything?
x Have you ever wish to have em' back, but when you look back, you can't?
x Have you ever feel like letting go because you don't feel right?
x Have you ever feel like letting go, because you thought it would make you feel better?
x Have you ever wish you can rewind back the hands of time?
.... Have you?
Rainbows&rainfalls; what we are all about.
brcause, you make me smile all the way.
dark nights, teddy geiger&webcams.
OH;
chelsea, i remember.
funny, one centimetershort, so WHA! yes? :D
will your heart be mine;
we-taw-ded, i miss you.forever?
x"
yes, i might forget what some parts was about,
(ENGLISH ERROR EVERYWHERE, KAN NAZURAAAAA?:P)
original's be'ah.
but,
thas what i wrote!
i miss my bestfriend :(
i miss school,
i miss friends.
I MISS ALL THE FUN!
How is EVERYONE doing?
i see my tagboard dead! WHY.
i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuush you all ♥
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  "BAAAAAABIES!"Tagged by: Azy Zaini ♥
RULES #1 Do the “Letter MEME”. #2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. #3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry. How you do the Letter Meme: Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog): I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realised it when/on __2__3__ and I saw __4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__. Love, (your name). P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__ (the name of person who tagged you).
1. What’s the colour of your shirt? Blue - Our romance is over Red - Our affair is over White - I’ll join the monastery Black - I dislike you Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match Grey - You’re a pervert Yellow - I’m selling myself Pink - Your nostrils are insulting Brown - The mafia wants you No shirt - You’re a loser Other - I’m in love with your sister 2. Which is your birth month? January - That night February - Last year March - When your dwarf bit me April - When I tripped on sesame seeds May - First of May June - When you put cuffs on me July - When I threw up August - When I saw the shrunken head September - When we skinny dipped October - When I quoted Santa November - When your dog ran amok December - When I changed tennis shoes 3. Which food do you prefer? Tacos - In your apartment Pizza - In your camping car Pasta - Outside of Chicago Hamburgers - Under the bus Salad - As you ate enchilada Chicken - In your closet Kebab - With Paris Hilton Fish - In women’s clothing Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation Lasagna - At the mental hospital Hot dog - Under a state of trance None of the above - With George Bush and his wife 4. What’s the colour of your socks? Yellow - Hit on Red - Insult Black - Ignore Blue - Knock out Purple - Pour syrup on White - Carve your initials into Grey - Pull the clothes off Brown - Put leeches on Orange - Castrate Pink - Pull the toupee off Barefoot - Sit on Other - Drive out 5. What’s the colour of your underwear? Black - My best friend White - My father Grey - Bill Clinton Brown - My fart balloon Purple - My mustard soufflé Red - Donald Duck Blue - My avocado plant Yellow - My penpal in Ghana Orange - My Kid Rock-collection Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper None - My John F. Kennedy-statue Other - The crazy monk 6. What do you prefer to watch on TV? Scrubs - Man O.C. - Emotional One Tree Hill - Open Heroes - Frostbitten Lost - High House - Scared Simpsons - Cowardly The news - Mongolic Idol - Masochistic Family Guy - Senile Top Model - Middle-class None of the above - Ashamed 7. Your mood right now? Happy - How awful I’ve felt Sad - How boring you are Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage Depressed - That we’re cousins Excited - That there is no solution to this Nervous - The middle-east Worried - That your Honda sucks Apathetic - That I did a sex-change Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men Over joyous - That I’m open Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks 8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom? White - Your ring Yellow - Your love letters Red - Your Darth Vader-poster Black - Your tame stone Blue - The couch cushions Green - The pictures from LA Orange - Your false teeth Brown - Your contact book Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs Purple - Your old lottery coupons Pink - How awful I’ve felt Other - Your memories from the military service 9. The first letter of your first name? A/B - Your photo C/D - The oil stocks E/F - Your neighbour Martin G/H - My virginity I/J - The results of your blood-sample K/L - Your left ear M/N - Your suicide note O/P - My common sense Q/R - Your mom S/T - Your collection of butterflies U/V - Your criminal record W/X - David’s tricot outfits Y/Z - Your grades from college 10. The last letter in your last name? A/B - Always thought of C/D - Never will forget E/F - Always wanted to break G/H - Never openly mocked I/J - Always have felt dirty before K/L - Will tell the authorities about M/N - Told in my confession today about O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about S/T - Get sick when I think of U/V - Always will try to forget W/X - Am better off without Y/Z - Never liked 11. What do you prefer to drink? Water- Our friendship Beer - Senility Soft drink - A new life as a clone Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo Milk - The apartment building Wine - Cocaine abuse Cider - A passionate interest for mice Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations Mineral water - Embarrassing rash Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism Whisky - To ruin the second world war Other - To hate the Boston Celtics 12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation? Thailand - Warm regards USA - Best regards England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail Spain - Go and drown yourself China - Disgusting regards Germany - With ease Japan - Go burn Greece - Your everlasting enemy Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard Egypt - Fuck off now France - In pain Other - Greetings to your freaky family 13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates? Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig Foosball – Silly duck Shopping – french kisser Indulging for food – Cranky banana Movies – Smelly Armpits Snacks – Horny Wolf Snooker – Tiny nipples Bowling – Sexy grandmother Outdoor activities – Vain pot Having a long talk – Nose picker Taking pictures – Dumb bitch Other – Burn yourself Click below! to see answer : )
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     OH GOD. I JustFinishedwatching TWILIGHT.It-is-to- die-for. Omg, omg, omgomg, zomagagsanahabz!%$#@I love it, I love the boy, the girl, everything. it makes me, go: AKSBDJJSJSS ZOMGHESSOHOTHAHAJ!BLARGH.....talking about being insane :)))))))))
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Skate: believe in Fate. I fell in love with the beach;.. all over again :)AND OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ANOTHER WEEK OFF MEANS OMGOMGOMG! MORE SLEEP. MORE LAUGH. MORE OUTINGS. MORE FOOD. MORE TALK. MORE SLEEP. I just repeated myself, didn't I? OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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You disgust me.Making me believe all your pathetic little shit.But; not anymore, my "Good"friend :)
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"Don't you miss who you used to be?"
How am i?
I've been having bewildering thoughts wandering around in my mind. Colliding with one another and I'm not speaking on behalf of one thought if you noticed the "s". The uncountable astounding nights out with the people who makes me laugh just can't seen to overcome my "blue-flunk" feelings, it keeps coming back eventhough how hard I try to push it away, to block my mind from thinking about it [ inserts equal sign and an opening bracket here ] At one time my heart wants me to be happy, and at one point, it brings me down, unexpectedly. My heart is not broken, I'm not quite sure if it is. It's like in a moment of time, you are beyond happy, and just one, one thought encounter your mind, your whole state of mind suddenly accomodate. How it confuses me so much, because something in me is upset. Could it be love? Because no, no, I am not in love. How can I be? am I?
It's a silly thing how Love can twist your heart, your head, your mind and your feelings. How one thought it was the source to happiness, but it is what makes you cry in the end. It is what makes you laugh but upsets you in the end. It is a word one uses but doesn't actually know the real meaning to it, and after all that, it becomes just a word. How one can love to love, but in the end complains and hate love. How love can change one life but in the end realised, you are still on the same path. How you thought it was because of love why you cherish a person, but in the end it's just a word, a very strong word to use that might hurt the significant other. Maybe you thought it's not love, because you think, if it's love, then why is it hurting me, why is it so painful. How love can actually be the meaning to lyour ife, but in the end you realised that it's all....... empty.
So.. tell me, what is love? Because..
I don't know where to begin Or where to go from here? My mind is too stubborn to be devoted to what my heart says.
... and now I have no more interest in carring on the sentence.
Thats how I am doing; all hearts are meant to be broken.
( P/s: I still care. )
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Sabino- Albert Camus once wrote: " Blessed are the hearts that can be bend. They shall never be broken." But I wonder;If there is no breaking, then there is no healing.AndIf there is no healing, then there is no learning.AndIf there is no learning then there is no strugle.ButStruggle is part of life........ so must all hearts be br♥ken?
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you will never succeed.
So take a chance, because you won't know where the next miracle comes from.
Biggest smile to: Azy, zaeem Omarali, zaim Kifrawi, Nazura Shahri and Ummi ! for making me believe that everything is going to be allllllllll-right. ♥
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There she goes again.
BE BACK IN JUNE!
Em- ai - ass- ass me.
.....naaaaaaaaaat.
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Will miss - - Always&Forever!
I bet ( twenty bucks ) you sweethearts-- cors, excluding the people who ill wills me; have been checking up on my blog, to see if i've updated or not. Once.. or twice at least! ;)
Just a quick update:
Sooooooooooo. How am I? Ouh! Been Great. But that won't stay for long, as i have to brood over and "albatross" myself for the upcoming mid-year exam. Oh, sad face for that! :( This post will not be interesting, as I'll be talking about school. What is there to tell? High-school is finally coming to an end. Fk that, bickering much? That is if I am using the right word. I'm not ready to step out, and face the real world. Big siiiiiiiiiiiiighz. But the fact that I'm leaving all the childish drama is a good thing, as I'm not going to chip on my shoulder about it.
It is really difficult to be parted with the people I love next year. Not just next year, years to come. Probably, half of the crowd will be leaving soon. It might sound exaggerating, but when in 9 years time will we meet again? After stepping out into the real world. I don't think there's much time anymore, and the fact that I am SURE that not all of us will be living in the same place. For all you know, some foreign number will be buzzing my phone and goes like, " Zaaaaimah! I'm in New York now, got a job here, planning to stay.. for good!" I know it's ahead of time to talk about this, but I realize that times do fly by very quickly, before you know it, these lovers of mine will start to disappear into achieving a great life, day by day. It feels like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Noooooot that I'm saying going to college is a bad thing buuuuuut you know, high school feels so much better and safer :( Guess i have to put an effort like the rest of them now. Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez! Yesterday, I was in primary one. Today, I'm finally graduating from high school which has been my dream for years. When it finally came, it hits me that it hurts to leave!
In eight. night. ten. years time!
How will Gette be doing after she has graduated from College/university? Will Jia chee be married and be in Hong Kong anytime after she has succeeded being a geologist/pharmacist? Will I be able to hug Jason and Mark IF they happen to be married already? Will Chien be a housewife, married to some damnrich man? How about Serene Seah, will she still be the whining-all-day girl after finishing her studies in Canada/India? Will Karabel be teaching my children in 10 years time? Adeline with her successful life, and still being the founder of siauginazx. Will Hong wee and his prodigious skills of being a golfer still be anywhere near us? Or Won Fah with all his smart brains and doing only God-knows-what in the future. And the rest.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh it sucks to grow up:(
Definitely will miss High-school, chewing the teachers out ( big laugh ) , growing up together - - especially!
AND to add the cherry on top!
P/s: Shahnazurawaty And Nafisatul Munawarah, reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemember our pinky promise k! i miss you both.
♥z!
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i don't need a man
to
make me believe in love
again. In the end. All i need is; my friends. and i'm complete.
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"I don't give a shit if I'm putting on weight; Because what the hell. I'm happy!"
"Nazuwow-Zaimah" 's another awesome late night conversation.
After, so,
so,
so,
long:(
miss you-
janji to
blog soon x
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"i love you" And this is for both of them who makes me believe that love do exist:
I spent my Valentine's on the Hospital's bed.
I won't type-it-down,
because.
I might sound "exaggerating"
How i wish, i was there
to celebrate
with the rest of the-
Crowd.
I'll be back on my feet soon though :)
15Things I've learnt this year:-
1. Your lungs is very important.
2. Love you bestfriend/Goodfriends, as much as your family.
3. Clean up your mess. Cause no one is going to clean it up for you.
4. Finish off what you've started. Cause' if you don't; you'll regret it somehow.
5. True love do exist ( you just have to search real deep. )
6. You can only count your true friends with your ten fingers.
7. Music helps you clear your mood swings, and create nostalgia.
8. Love back the people who loves you.
9. Appreciate life, even though it gives you up's and down's.
10. Learn to let go, even though it hurts.
11. Everything happens for a reason. Everything.
12. Smile, be nice; how you treat people, that is how you get treated back.
13. Sometimes, people deserves a second chance. Learn to say sorry, and forgive.
14. Don't lie, it gets you into trouble. Or otherwise, make you cry somehow.
15. Always remember to say "i love you" to the people you love. Because you won't know when's the last time you're going to see that person.
i.miss.all.of.you:(
and,
i
miss
you.
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Abdul looks funny here :-) This is (L) Our Birthday Girl. i love you:)Fly-- up, up, and away! I'M BACK.
Back:
-to blog.
-from Singapore.
-in Goo'OlBru.
-for good ( not that this make sense?:P )
Not much happened lately,
and yez.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
And i can't wait for another hell of a night ( yes, Nazura? )
homigod, i cannot describe!
Not that i want to share, anyway.
ha-aha-ha-ha-ah-haa
School-- well, school.
February is going to be a busy month,
actually,
the whole year.
you won't be seeing much of this face,
bold the "this face"
after February.
I won't be out, or anywhere else.
except places where there is education,
and ofcourse,
school :-(What's new party-people?
Update me.
Call me, message me.
It's a relief to finally meet my bestfriend,
after my disappearance for a week.
Relief sigh.
make me laugh,
smile,
joke,
inside joke,
burp,
fart,
love,
hate,
i'm outta here:)
(bold, underline, itallic the word in your imagination)
luuuurz youz.
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Only 2 Girls out of 9,890,876,209,381,980and blah. blah.blah, knows the secret to my nose. LAU BRID GETTE AND LEE JIA CHEE! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. Whistle- whistle- whistle:P gatta-run. losa-works! love you ♥
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[ inserting picture of Zaimah smiling ]
WAZAP!
yes, i cut my hair. i. did.i. did. well i likeit. only the front part, the back=long like my normal hair.people, say, i look, cuter :( fatter, in other words? nothing, much, tough. but,i know, some people loved my old hair. NEW YEAR, NEW CHANGE! roite roite roooite wroieth? :D and to the people in school, NO! i'm not going to post picture. guess you have to wait.. until. TOMORROW:P ♥
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"aaaaaaaaaaah hahaaaaaaaaaaaa"
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| (11:36 AM) Aimi: | awu..
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So. Happy, happy, New.Years. Everyone! Just another year, with alot of promises, that'll be left undone. Last day of 2008, and for me, I'm leaving everything behind, and making a new chapter of life. Pushing away all the people who, fucked with my head, leaving all the doubts i have, leaving all the worries, leaving the thoughts, leaving the shits people had given me, leaving the feeling of why-i-bother- why-you're-so-pms-ish, and just leaving the why-zaimah- bother-to-be-happy-when-all-that-she- received.is.piece.of.crap.
so,
screw this year,
i'm ready for
2009!
And happy advance birthday, to my Best-friend, Gette!
i love you too, too, much ♥
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OFCOURSE I. MISS. YOU:( i feel like shit, lately.
i miss you.
i miss having to see you, everyday.
i miss school, and getting to walk to the back.
everything is not in place, right now.
everything is fallin' apart.
everyone's actin' weird around me.
and everything feels awkward to me.
people,
places,
everything.
i seriously don't want to-not-be-happy.
:(
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1) Do you think you're hot? i have my times. 2) Upload your favourite picture of you.
3) Why do you like that picture?I look happy in both. and it's the latest picture i took. 4) When was the last time you ate pizza?had it delivered, last two nights. 5) What's the last song you listened to?Please be mine. 6) What are you doing right now besides this?Watching One Tree Hill :D 7) What name would you prefer besides yours?M?
People I tag :1) Azy 2) Gette 3) Nazurawr! 4) Natacia 5) Bilaay
8) Who is number 1?-my other half. 9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?-Khalis, cors! 10) Say something about number 5.-MY sexy thing. 11) How about number 4?-MY partner in crime:) 12) Who is number 2?-my bestfriend. 13) Say something about the person who tagged you.- Qayum's HAHAHAHAHA <3!
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Last year,i gotwhat Iwant:D did.you. get.what.you. want? Merry, merry, Christmas everyone! (4:24 AM) zaimah. {crapfuk:can i have you for xmas please?:)(4:25 AM) nathan johnson:Hahaha but baby Im already yours remember
fkthis,
i miss Nazura:(
and def,
i miss Natacia!
COME BACK:(
:( :( :( :( :( :'(
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First, you talk shit.
Then, you don't.
Then, you talk shit again.
And act like i don't know.
All, so friendly,
innocent.
BULLLLLSHIT.
want to play dumb?
Awuh-ke.
Applause!
wow.wow.wow.
i.wanna.be.like.CORY.KENNEDY :)
Judge, sure.
Love, me.
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Ah-yuuuh-bak-den'
miss me already?
Hope so.
I went through my old-dusty-books;
where I used to scribble on em'.
And i found a page,
which.
reminds.
me.
of.
something.
checkitoutz.
"F.200:)Seven.
x Have you ever love someone and you never get the chance to say you're sorry?
x Have you ever forgive a person, but when you turn back, you can't?
x Have you ever feel the feeling of being alone?
x Have you ever feel, when you look up, they're not there for you anymore?
x Have you ever feel like changing the past?
x Have you ever wish that you shouldn't h'been their friends just so that you wouldn't hurt them?
x Have you ever wish that you would just walk away just so you wouldn't spoil everything?
x Have you ever wish to have em' back, but when you look back, you can't?
x Have you ever feel like letting go because you don't feel right?
x Have you ever feel like letting go, because you thought it would make you feel better?
x Have you ever wish you can rewind back the hands of time?
.... Have you?
Rainbows&rainfalls; what we are all about.
brcause, you make me smile all the way.
dark nights, teddy geiger&webcams.
OH;
chelsea, i remember.
funny, one centimetershort, so WHA! yes? :D
will your heart be mine;
we-taw-ded, i miss you.forever?
x"
yes, i might forget what some parts was about,
(ENGLISH ERROR EVERYWHERE, KAN NAZURAAAAA?:P)
original's be'ah.
but,
thas what i wrote!
i miss my bestfriend :(
i miss school,
i miss friends.
I MISS ALL THE FUN!
How is EVERYONE doing?
i see my tagboard dead! WHY.
i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuush you all ♥
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"BAAAAAABIES!"Tagged by: Azy Zaini ♥
RULES #1 Do the “Letter MEME”. #2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. #3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry. How you do the Letter Meme: Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog): I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realised it when/on __2__3__ and I saw __4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__. Love, (your name). P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__ (the name of person who tagged you).
1. What’s the colour of your shirt? Blue - Our romance is over Red - Our affair is over White - I’ll join the monastery Black - I dislike you Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match Grey - You’re a pervert Yellow - I’m selling myself Pink - Your nostrils are insulting Brown - The mafia wants you No shirt - You’re a loser Other - I’m in love with your sister 2. Which is your birth month? January - That night February - Last year March - When your dwarf bit me April - When I tripped on sesame seeds May - First of May June - When you put cuffs on me July - When I threw up August - When I saw the shrunken head September - When we skinny dipped October - When I quoted Santa November - When your dog ran amok December - When I changed tennis shoes 3. Which food do you prefer? Tacos - In your apartment Pizza - In your camping car Pasta - Outside of Chicago Hamburgers - Under the bus Salad - As you ate enchilada Chicken - In your closet Kebab - With Paris Hilton Fish - In women’s clothing Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation Lasagna - At the mental hospital Hot dog - Under a state of trance None of the above - With George Bush and his wife 4. What’s the colour of your socks? Yellow - Hit on Red - Insult Black - Ignore Blue - Knock out Purple - Pour syrup on White - Carve your initials into Grey - Pull the clothes off Brown - Put leeches on Orange - Castrate Pink - Pull the toupee off Barefoot - Sit on Other - Drive out 5. What’s the colour of your underwear? Black - My best friend White - My father Grey - Bill Clinton Brown - My fart balloon Purple - My mustard soufflé Red - Donald Duck Blue - My avocado plant Yellow - My penpal in Ghana Orange - My Kid Rock-collection Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper None - My John F. Kennedy-statue Other - The crazy monk 6. What do you prefer to watch on TV? Scrubs - Man O.C. - Emotional One Tree Hill - Open Heroes - Frostbitten Lost - High House - Scared Simpsons - Cowardly The news - Mongolic Idol - Masochistic Family Guy - Senile Top Model - Middle-class None of the above - Ashamed 7. Your mood right now? Happy - How awful I’ve felt Sad - How boring you are Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage Depressed - That we’re cousins Excited - That there is no solution to this Nervous - The middle-east Worried - That your Honda sucks Apathetic - That I did a sex-change Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men Over joyous - That I’m open Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks 8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom? White - Your ring Yellow - Your love letters Red - Your Darth Vader-poster Black - Your tame stone Blue - The couch cushions Green - The pictures from LA Orange - Your false teeth Brown - Your contact book Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs Purple - Your old lottery coupons Pink - How awful I’ve felt Other - Your memories from the military service 9. The first letter of your first name? A/B - Your photo C/D - The oil stocks E/F - Your neighbour Martin G/H - My virginity I/J - The results of your blood-sample K/L - Your left ear M/N - Your suicide note O/P - My common sense Q/R - Your mom S/T - Your collection of butterflies U/V - Your criminal record W/X - David’s tricot outfits Y/Z - Your grades from college 10. The last letter in your last name? A/B - Always thought of C/D - Never will forget E/F - Always wanted to break G/H - Never openly mocked I/J - Always have felt dirty before K/L - Will tell the authorities about M/N - Told in my confession today about O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about S/T - Get sick when I think of U/V - Always will try to forget W/X - Am better off without Y/Z - Never liked 11. What do you prefer to drink? Water- Our friendship Beer - Senility Soft drink - A new life as a clone Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo Milk - The apartment building Wine - Cocaine abuse Cider - A passionate interest for mice Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations Mineral water - Embarrassing rash Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism Whisky - To ruin the second world war Other - To hate the Boston Celtics 12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation? Thailand - Warm regards USA - Best regards England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail Spain - Go and drown yourself China - Disgusting regards Germany - With ease Japan - Go burn Greece - Your everlasting enemy Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard Egypt - Fuck off now France - In pain Other - Greetings to your freaky family 13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates? Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig Foosball – Silly duck Shopping – french kisser Indulging for food – Cranky banana Movies – Smelly Armpits Snacks – Horny Wolf Snooker – Tiny nipples Bowling – Sexy grandmother Outdoor activities – Vain pot Having a long talk – Nose picker Taking pictures – Dumb bitch Other – Burn yourself Click below! to see answer : )
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OH GOD. I JustFinishedwatching TWILIGHT.It-is-to- die-for. Omg, omg, omgomg, zomagagsanahabz!%$#@I love it, I love the boy, the girl, everything. it makes me, go: AKSBDJJSJSS ZOMGHESSOHOTHAHAJ!BLARGH.....talking about being insane :)))))))))
x
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Same old Zaimah (Zaini) you hear all over town. I don't give a bull what you want to label me as. I am 15, short in my coterie. Thefirsthankyou: 220593. I love my family and my circle of friends, as much as my life. I love, everything; from the tinniest ring to fashion ( Cory Kennedy- My FashionHero! ) I don't mind you messing with me, you know your time will come. Karma has always been my word. One fact, I get Cranky when I am irked. I always find a way to get back at you- Other than that, I am the merriest bubbliest bitch you'll meet. Hello; be nice, i dare you ❤
My Superhero. My Superman. Waddle like a duck if it meant my happiness ❤
These faces on my wall, means the whole world to me. Smile.
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Skate: believe in Fate.
I fell in love with the beach;
