You Are My Life Now❤
What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 11:07 PM
In the end.

Skate: believe in Fate.
I fell in love with the beach;

.. all over again :)






AND OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ANOTHER WEEK OFF MEANS OMGOMGOMG!


MORE SLEEP.
MORE LAUGH.
MORE OUTINGS.
MORE FOOD.
MORE TALK.
MORE SLEEP.
I just repeated myself, didn't I?



OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
@ 1:46 PM
Red handed.

You disgust me.


Making me believe all your pathetic little shit.
But; not anymore, my "Good"friend :)
What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 9:10 PM
Young girl, don't cry.

"Don't you miss who you used to be?"

How am i?


I've been having bewildering thoughts wandering around in my mind. Colliding with one another and I'm not speaking on behalf of one thought if you noticed the "s". The uncountable astounding nights out with the people who makes me laugh just can't seen to overcome my "blue-flunk" feelings, it keeps coming back eventhough how hard I try to push it away, to block my mind from thinking about it [ inserts equal sign and an opening bracket here ] At one time my heart wants me to be happy, and at one point, it brings me down, unexpectedly. My heart is not broken, I'm not quite sure if it is. It's like in a moment of time, you are beyond happy, and just one, one thought encounter your mind, your whole state of mind suddenly accomodate. How it confuses me so much, because something in me is upset. Could it be love? Because no, no, I am not in love. How can I be? am I?

It's a silly thing how Love can twist your heart, your head, your mind and your feelings. How one thought it was the source to happiness, but it is what makes you cry in the end. It is what makes you laugh but upsets you in the end. It is a word one uses but doesn't actually know the real meaning to it, and after all that, it becomes just a word. How one can love to love, but in the end complains and hate love. How love can change one life but in the end realised, you are still on the same path. How you thought it was because of love why you cherish a person, but in the end it's just a word, a very strong word to use that might hurt the significant other. Maybe you thought it's not love, because you think, if it's love, then why is it hurting me, why is it so painful. How love can actually be the meaning to lyour ife, but in the end you realised that it's all....... empty.

So.. tell me, what is love? Because..
I don't know where to begin Or where to go from here?

My mind is too stubborn to be devoted to what my heart says.



... and now I have no more interest in carring on the sentence.


Thats how I am doing;
all hearts are meant to be broken.
( P/s: I still care. )
What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 8:06 PM
[Inserts heart in an empty jukebox]

Sabino-


Albert Camus once wrote: "Blessed are the hearts that can be bend. They shall never be broken."


But I wonder;
If there is no breaking, then there is no healing.

And
If there is no healing, then there is no learning.

And
If there is no learning then there is no strugle.

But
Struggle is part of life.




....... so must all hearts be br♥ken?
What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 7:02 PM
What you never try..

you will never succeed.







So take a chance, because you won't know where the next miracle comes from.


Biggest smile to: Azy, zaeem Omarali, zaim Kifrawi, Nazura Shahri and Ummi ! for making me believe that everything is going to be allllllllll-right. ♥
What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 8:34 PM
someday, one day.


There she goes again.


ON HIATUS FOR MID-YEAR EXAMS! :(
BE BACK IN JUNE!
Em- ai - ass- ass me.
.....naaaaaaaaaat.
What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ 12:51 PM
And I swear, you're just like a pill.







Will miss - - Always&Forever!


I bet ( twenty bucks ) you sweethearts-- cors, excluding the people who ill wills me; have been checking up on my blog, to see if i've updated or not. Once.. or twice at least! ;)

Just a quick update:
Sooooooooooo. How am I? Ouh! Been Great. But that won't stay for long, as i have to brood over and "albatross" myself for the upcoming mid-year exam. Oh, sad face for that! :( This post will not be interesting, as I'll be talking about school. What is there to tell? High-school is finally coming to an end. Fk that, bickering much? That is if I am using the right word. I'm not ready to step out, and face the real world. Big siiiiiiiiiiiiighz. But the fact that I'm leaving all the childish drama is a good thing, as I'm not going to chip on my shoulder about it.

It is really difficult to be parted with the people I love next year. Not just next year, years to come. Probably, half of the crowd will be leaving soon. It might sound exaggerating, but when in 9 years time will we meet again? After stepping out into the real world. I don't think there's much time anymore, and the fact that I am SURE that not all of us will be living in the same place. For all you know, some foreign number will be buzzing my phone and goes like, " Zaaaaimah! I'm in New York now, got a job here, planning to stay.. for good!" I know it's ahead of time to talk about this, but I realize that times do fly by very quickly, before you know it, these lovers of mine will start to disappear into achieving a great life, day by day. It feels like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Noooooot that I'm saying going to college is a bad thing buuuuuut you know, high school feels so much better and safer :( Guess i have to put an effort like the rest of them now. Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez! Yesterday, I was in primary one. Today, I'm finally graduating from high school which has been my dream for years. When it finally came, it hits me that it hurts to leave!


In eight. night. ten. years time!
How will Gette be doing after she has graduated from College/university? Will Jia chee be married and be in Hong Kong anytime after she has succeeded being a geologist/pharmacist? Will I be able to hug Jason and Mark IF they happen to be married already? Will Chien be a housewife, married to some damnrich man? How about Serene Seah, will she still be the whining-all-day girl after finishing her studies in Canada/India? Will Karabel be teaching my children in 10 years time? Adeline with her successful life, and still being the founder of siauginazx. Will Hong wee and his prodigious skills of being a golfer still be anywhere near us? Or Won Fah with all his smart brains and doing only God-knows-what in the future. And the rest.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh it sucks to grow up:(

Definitely will miss High-school, chewing the teachers out ( big laugh ) , growing up together - - especially!


AND to add the cherry on top!




P/s: Shahnazurawaty And Nafisatul Munawarah, reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemember our pinky promise k! i miss you both.

♥z!
What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
Sunday, April 5, 2009 @ 9:17 PM
and now i realise.

i don't need a man
to
make me believe in love
again.

In the end.
All i need is;
my friends.


and i'm complete.
What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 1:16 PM
if you're fat, what am I:p

"I don't give a shit if I'm putting on weight; Because what the hell. I'm happy!"

"Nazuwow-Zaimah" 's another awesome late night conversation.
After, so,
so,
so,
long:(
miss you-


janji to
blog soon x
What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth;
Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 8:56 PM
loving you.

"i love you"












And this is for both of them who makes me believe that love do exist:



I spent my Valentine's on the Hospital's bed.
I won't type-it-down,
because.
I might sound "exaggerating"
How i wish, i was there
to celebrate
with the rest of the-
Crowd.
I'll be back on my feet soon though :)



15Things I've learnt this year:-

1. Your lungs is very important.
2. Love you bestfriend/Goodfriends, as much as your family.
3. Clean up your mess. Cause no one is going to clean it up for you.
4. Finish off what you've started. Cause' if you don't; you'll regret it somehow.
5. True love do exist ( you just have to search real deep. )
6. You can only count your true friends with your ten fingers.
7. Music helps you clear your mood swings, and create nostalgia.
8. Love back the people who loves you.
9. Appreciate life, even though it gives you up's and down's.
10. Learn to let go, even though it hurts.
11. Everything happens for a reason. Everything.
12. Smile, be nice; how you treat people, that is how you get treated back.
13. Sometimes, people deserves a second chance. Learn to say sorry, and forgive.
14. Don't lie, it gets you into trouble. Or otherwise, make you cry somehow.
15. Always remember to say "i love you" to the people you love. Because you won't know when's the last time you're going to see that person.



i.miss.all.of.you:(
and,
i
miss
you.